Day 10

I put off typing until later this morning in case I had something else to say, but it is Day 10 and I am still in good shape. No spotting or even feeling bad. I am a nervous wreck. I need something else to put my mind on. I have tried talking to other people in the office about office stuff and it seems to be working but then I look at the clock and I sometimes feel like it went backwards.

I have to confess the weirdest thing in the world that I have ever done. I don't have any HPT in the house. I happen to notice one that was in the trash (yuck should have been emptied a while ago. It was a negative of course. In my mathmatical mind I came to the conclusion that if it was negative and I was positive now I could change it. I peed on it again. Then rip it apart and low and behold after a while there is the slightest line. After consulting with Dr. Google I know that this is dumbest idea I have acted on since I replaces oil with chocalate syrup in the brownie mix. YUCK on that one also.

Back to no spotting. I have not made it day 10 with no spotting before. Still got more than half the day to go through. Still feeling some cramp pulling mostly when I stand. I actually feel good overall. Very nervous and excited. Now if I can just stop wanting to pee every hour.

Jesus, Thank you for this day. Thank you the blessing of peace and faith. Thank you for the cost of living bonus that will be in my check on Friday. Thank you for the blessing to come. Please Jesus bless us with this baby. In your honor and Name Jesus I pray. Amen.