Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Another Holiday past

Back to work after Christmas holidays. More bills to pay and they just keep comming. My parents hit two deer on Wednesday night which kept us up much later than we planned prior to the iui. Tony had 18 mil with 46% mortility. Better than his usuall but not as good as his last. Just remember it only takes one and they consider anything over 10 million to be good. Other than the irritation on the first day I haven't had time to have symptons and thats good. The first day I just felt "clearer" the second day relieved from the pain the night before (plus some BD that morning). Other than a couple of stabbing pains in my breast not much going on or I am just really use to the phanton signs. I did have a quick jab this morning on my left side uterus. I hope it was implantation but I have felt it before. On thing I have had are dreams that are out of this world. The night after the iui Godzilla invaded Washington DC and I left the dogs in the car. Last night I was watching someones baby (not mine) but I was so scaired I was going to drop her or something and then Victoria came and bit her head off and called her a crabcake. I woke up so upset.

I do feel a little crampy.

I am redefininig my eating plan and exercise plan. I am not sure if I want to join planet fitness or who but I will start putting that in place.

I am trying not to obsses but it is really hard. I don't want to because there are so many other things to worry about after this hurdle.

P at work asked me what the doctors are doing. Shouldn't they change my medicines. I told her the medicines are working I am responding fine. I really wanted to say I don't want to talk about this . She just wants to know out of concern because she is about to start in another week or so. I just hope my pregnancy is confirmed and going along well by the time she starts.

In Jesus name Amen.

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