As bad as the two week wait is the last 48 hours of it are the worse. My stomache has been in a nervous knot since Kim called Monday and said my progesterone was only 7.8. I have never tested that low. Of course I have Googled so much information that let's me know that RE usually put you suppositories to make the numbers go up but not my RE. All I get is - Don't worry about it. Kim said that if Dr. Butler is not worried, and I shouldn't be worried. Well why isnt he worried. Does he know that there is no hope. Kim said that maybe my body is naturally taking over and pusing the medicine out and doing what it is suppose to. I hope she is right and not just getting me off the phone. I know she and Lorna really want this for me as much as I do. They are really great. It must be tough for Kim to be pregnant in an office where so many women are trying and being disappointed from week to week. I will have to find something nice for her for Christmas.
I feel a lot of chills today/last night. Then again it is only 27 outside.
Please God, please bless us with a baby. Help me get through the next 48 hours with no signs of AF. Calm my stomach down. Thank you for letting me sleep last night. Thank you the peace I feel each time I have gone to the bathroom and found nothing. Bless us lord. In Jesus name. AMEN.
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