Thursday is here and life is changing!!

So many emotions are going on with me today.

1. I am so thankful it is finally thursday. That means the next time I wake up it will be Friday, and we will have our meeting at 1:00 pm. I will probably get there at Noon if I can. I have almost finished the snowman soups, gotta find some mint sticks. Will work on a few more questions to answer. Will probably still get up at the same time. Get Tony off to work try to take a one hour nap to calm my nerves. Get up and be at the hairdresser by 9:00 am. Hopefully out by 10:45 am by the latest. At CFS by Noon.

2. I got a call yesterday that Nee-Nee has had another baby. That makes one in 2008 (passed) September 2010 (Austin) and January 2012 (a boy). My brain did not retain the name as I fed up with this family. She/they did not tell me she was pregnant. Don't come a calling now. I just have to realize that this is a culture of people I don't understand and won't. I also have no intention of allowing my boys to live in this world. I am now more determined that the boys will not be allowed to socialize in certain settings. I hate that because I never felt like I was taught that I was better but I knew what life I didn't want. I realize now that I have to be selective about who the boys are friends with. Not just for safety but to shape their future. If their friends aren't about something neither will they be.

This was just so disappointing that NeeNee turned out this way. She was definitely exposed to the other side of life but she chose the life that was lazy and what she surrounded herself in.

Don't think Freda is much better. Only good thing about her right now is that she at least isn't dragging some poor innocent child (or two) in this mess with her.

Well going to let it go now. I have to find a day camp or two. Probably going to cost about $5K for all three but we will make it work.

I guess that whole teacher job is sounding like a real good thing.