Another day and nothing

Well another day has passed and nothing has been said. At least when you are pregnanat you actually have with you even if you can't hold it.

I am feeling a little blue today about not being pregnant. I really wanted to feel the life being created inside me. I know I will love my boys as much as if they had come from me but I always dreamed of feeling a life growing inside me.

I am trying to feel the time with adjusting my schedule. I want to exercise at least three times a week at the gym taking a class.

I am pretty sure I can get in Saturday - Zumba and Suday something. Then I will try for something during the week depending on the aftercare schedule.

When will they call?!!!