Loosing it today

I guess I am in hormone overload or something and since I can't yell at the people I really want to yell at here it comes one computer -

The email list the SW put together - Why wasn't it put together back in October when you were doing interviews. Regardless of who the parents were going to be this list was the same people except who the parents were. Why not have a designated day that background conferences are with so many people involved just say we hold these meeting on the first and third thursday. That way all of these people involved can fix their schedules knowing that background conferences all on thursdays.

The "support" group has been cancelled so much I don't know what to say. Except that I feel like Tony and I have been dropped on a deserted island and told that help will be here in two days. And we are just suppose to be thankful when they show up even if it took them three years, which we would be but it is torcher looking and waiting and waiting.

When people would complain at NACA I would agree with them because chances were the delay was not at all my fault. Many times the would complain about the time that I had told them it would take. I think about how real esate agents would call me about settlements for contracts I didn't even have yet. Would yell at me until I made them feel awlful and would say can I ask you how much sense does it make if you are yelling at me that I don't have something instead of speaking those who are suppose to give it to me.

I remember telling one guy in the time you have taken to yell at me about a paper I don't have you could have at least sent me the copy you have. Of course I was being smart and short.

I had a client who refused to fill out the application and I couldn't disclose to the agent that part but I had to creatively tell him that the problem was not us. he was nice. The clients were crazy.

And there is no one on the internet to talk too or hear from about their experience in DC.

I wish I could go to work as a social worker and redesign the process. Or at least train the parents for what to expect.