I am starting to loose me again. Every couple of months I feel this way. I don't feel pretty, I feel fat, dopey and ugly. I feel like the kind of person who wakes up and puts on clothes just not to be naked. I comb my hair but it does not compliment me it's just not a complete mess to offend. I feel taken for granted by my husband but I also know that I spoiled him. Sometimes I would like to come downstairs and just have food placed in front of me. Like when I was a kid.
So I am definitey starting my diet today and restarting it every meal. I am going to dye my hair tommorow and put in the work to straighten it and curl it. I will also work on getting some new makeup for spring and start to find a new style in clothes to make myself feel better. I will also do my story board and begin to make a picture of who I want to look like.
This is working on me.
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