I feel set up

Tony is the one who made us began the classes for foster/adoption. He is the one who was speaking so positively that maybe this is the way God has planned for us. Then this. I get a call that they have a six week old baby available today for a short term stay. His parents have been arrested for Domestic Violence and they need a place for him just for awhile. I was ok that they we weren't going to keep him. Then Tony just says "NO.". He wanted to wait to speak to the relicsensing and placement workers, as Tim mentioned. We got a hold of Tim two hours later and he explained that there is a liability issue without talking to these workers. He will try to speed up these calls now. I also called Mom to make sure she would be available to come up the weekend I am gone to help Tony out. She was more than thrilled at the idea.

I had the whole thing planned out in my mind. If I had to the baby would come to the event tonight(it is only one hour). Then I would call in sick Thursday and Friday and get him set up in the day care at the church. I would go to Target tonight for onsies to make it though Thursday and Thursday I would but the car seat carrier ($38) and . . . so much and then it's gone.

After this roller coaster Laurin invited me to go with her to a noon day service. I figured it was God calling me in for a hug so I went. It was a good service about God testing Abraham by asking him to sacrifice his only son. The son that he and Sarah had prayed and wanted for so long. Abraham obeyed and before he killed the son an Angel spoke to stop him. It was only a test to see if Abraham would obey.