New turns on the roller coaster

AF showed this morning after two days of being MIA. That had to be the longest two days of my life. I had just started to get excited. I finally let Tony in on my secret yesterday afternoon only to disappoint him this morning. He is really great and I feel like $#!+. Physically my body put me through it all yesterday - Headaches on and off that were borderline migrain. Backpain on and off. Tired and insomnia at the same time. It gets better right?