Feeling very down

I guess this is one of those moments I just don't feel like I can win. It seems the more we try to save the more stuff keeps comming up that we need money for. We are only up to about $6,000K right now. Need at least 6 more. I am dumb founded as to where it will come from. Anytime soon that is. I can put away maybe 2k in August and Sept and I can probably stretch it to 3 k more. Why is this so hard? TEARS TEARS TEARS. Maybe if I cry on this board I wont do it in the office. nope not working. Just not a good day.