back on the hill

Well day 8 or 6 whatever but again I feel real bad. I felt great this morning when I woke up. I felt good when I go to the office. For the last hour I feel it all going down. The nausea is up and I the no energy is going over me fast. I have eaten and am drinking plenty of water but not feeling better. Really want to go home but to embarrassed to be sick again and not pregnant at work. Hopefully I will feel better later and this will be another come and go instance. Funny if I knew I was pregnant I keep thinking I can withstand this illness in a different way, but I would still feel sick and make it through so that is why I am going to try not to complain now and just deal with it. I had a lot of ceverical mucas yesterday and I think it was kind of a mustardly color. I don't think that is a good sign so this cycle is probably a bust also and I just have a lot of Progesterone making me sick. I feel so bad physically and emotionally.