Now that I have calmed down from the embarrasment of having my doctor tell my co-worker that I need IVF before he told me which I am still mad about, I have to begin to face some realities and start to look for optional plans.
Plan A - Shoot for a June date for IVF. Take half a loan and half retirement to pay for the three cycles. In the next five months try loose as much weight as possible. Maybe do two IUI in April and May. And of course keep trying the natural and see what happens.
I am also going to begin to look for another job possibly in North Carolina. No need to stay here and they don't want me any more than I want them.
Pastel feels this exact same way. I pray for both of us to naturally become pregnant and show these Doctors that God has favor on us.
Lord, I know you can hear me and I need you now. I need this natural blessing. I know you wont put upon me more than I can handle. You know what I need and my hearts desire, please lord show me favor. In Jesus Name Amen.
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