Well as scheduled AF showed up this morning. This time she didn't even give the hints that she was comming. I so enjoyed this weekend of believing she wasn't comming and the "allusion" of sharing my body. It was a true and real blessed feeling. It now seems like a lifetime ago. I am very sad but have made the decision that I am not going to breakdown like last time. Last time I went to a place that scaired me. I really did not see me getting back up. I don't have the strength to go there again. I will just deal with the situation and get ready to do it again. I just ordered the medicines and made the appointment to come to the Doctor on Tuesday instead of Wed.
Going to stay positive this time it will work.
In Jesus Name Amen.
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