another day of waiting

Yesterday the relicsening worker came. Her main mission was to see that we have the room for three children as our licesence was for two. We were so afraid of this woman. We were told she was so strict and so mean. She got here and I was so nervous. She actually called and moved our appointment up because she had a death in the family. I was greatful because usually dccfs staff would just put you a week out. I had cookies and punch (hot) for her. Everything was going standard, she complimented the house loved the new beds (even sat on them) loved the crib room (sat on that also and almost broke it). We came downstairs and I complimented her hat and then she sat down for the cookies and we talked liked girlfriends for the next 45 minutes. She really seemed to almost need a friend. She even called the social worker supervisor right here in front of me to report that everything is fine.

Then later that afternoon the social worker called me that afternoon to see if the worker was still here. She said she would call me right back the worker was calling in. That was 23 hours ago.

Ok my boys, I know we won't be together this christmas but I know I will see you soon.

This is where faith kicks in as I have faith that God is protecting my boys.