Tuesday, November 16, 2010

Starting over again

On Sunday the Pastor spoke about following the instructions. How God has a plan for us but we must follow the i nstructions. He gave the reference of how a plane has a beacon on its nose that is in a dotted line at all times to the destination point but the tail end of the plane shows the solid path that was actually taken. Many times the plane may have to divert from a storm or another planes path but the beacon is still focused on the destination. I felt like that was a message to me that it may take time and a path not expected but that I must stay on the path and follow instructions.

Today is CD1. Tony guessed I was spotting so I didn't lie. He can also see my saddness no matter how much I try. I reallly have tried to keep him away from it as he has to leave me for the interview. I cried this morning and I just hid and let it out.

I ordered more med this morning and will go in for the BL/US. This time I know there will be more follicle growth. I am ready. Come on Tiger, Mommy and Daddy are ready. In Jesus name. Amen.

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