Getting Started

Hello world. My hubby thinks it will be good for me to write my feelings down. I think it will be fun to put my mind at ease.

To introduce myself, I am Stephanie. I am 41 and a half years old. When you are trying to have a baby the doctors begin to add each month to your age again. That is my mission now, trying to bring Tiger into this world. That is our play name for our baby "Tiger" :)

OK back to this journey. It has taken me 40 years to meet "the one" and I so much praise Jesus for him. After a 11 month courtship we had the wedding that WE TV is made of. Then we thought let's try to have a baby quick. I spoke with my cuz (who is a OBY/GYN) and she told me to go straight to the Specialist. I did and what a journey it has been.

We did try naturally for a little as we went through the test but no luck so far. We started with the people who advertise on the radio. It was like a spa in there. Very nice, but everything according to the book. It didn't work and I didn't feel like they were trying. Now we are on to another RE.

What makes me different than the other bloggers - I am black. I haven't been able to find another black person to admit this issue. As a culture we think having a baby is only a thought well it is not.

Now I am going to have Tiger but it may just take a moment.